More drama. More guilt trips. More being made to feel like everything that could possibly go wrong is my fault. And yet my bosses (the owners of the company) seem to think I walk on water. And all this after I worked until 10 tonight just trying to help him. I think I'm actually looking forward to moving so that I don't have to deal with the guilt trips anymore. It's exhausting!
I lost 2 points this week due to my successful weight loss. I kinda panicked. I thought "Oh NO! I NEED those points!" But it's good, because it means, amazingly enough, that I'm succeeding. My total now is 23.2 lbs. I'm absolutely dying to get to 25, and my 10% goal isn't far behind that. It's pretty awesome. I finally feel like I can actually do it. It's a good feeling!
I didn't get to study at all tonight because of the work stuff. I'm irritated about that too. Especially because when he was leaving at 10 he said "get some studying done." Right. I haven't slept good since I got back from Charleston because of all this crap. I'm freakin' exhausted, I just worked for 14 hours straight, yeah I'm gonna study and it'll be effective. ARG! Can I just say again that I really REALLY hate drama!
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"What do our opponents mean when they apply to us the label 'liberal?" If by a 'liberal' they mean someone who looks ahead and not behind, someone who welcomes new ideas without rigid reactions, someone who cares about the welfare of the people — their health, their housing, their schools, their jobs - if that is what they mean by a 'liberal,' then I'm proud to say I'm a 'liberal.' " John F. Kennedy, September 1960
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